thunderproof | 𝒊𝒏𝒃𝒐𝒙.

I... don't know that I've ever thought of telling anyone I loved them with my cunt, but I will remember that.

❰ there is some of this advice that seems more or less helpful and good to know, and some that doesn't really feel aimed at adalia in specific so much. she doesn't really know what romantic love is, much less how to express it, but she wouldn't be all that tempted to do so with her vagina regardless of gwenaëlle's telling her to or not. these aren't considerations that have ever been a part of adalia's life, and much as she has sometimes despaired of how much it seems people don't like her, maybe it's easier to just not bother.

granted, she might not get to not bother, with alacruun around. ❱

...that does sound like it would be rather painful, though. Knuckles, really?

( gwenaëlle's concern is less what adalia might do and more what she might perceive; how easy it is, when you want to be liked so badly, to think something means more than it does. means something other than it does. )

Anything's painful if you do it wrong—when people speak of sex being bad for women, they're talking about bad sex. They might not realise it, but they are. When you're in the mood, and everything's coming together nicely, and you're going to come together nicely, you get wet and it eases passage. When women get hurt is when someone forces something inside them they aren't ready for.

Most men are bigger than my fingers, you know.

Well, yes, but if they're just — jammed in —

❰ her vagina gives a sympathetic twinge just at the thought. ❱

This all sounds like a lot of to-do over something whose effects are only going to be felt for a few seconds, if that. But I suppose I won't really know until I... brave those depths, as it were.

❰ that was not supposed to be a euphemism for her cunt, but as soon as adalia realizes it could very easily be taken that way, her head thunks against the desk again. ❱

Is there any other wisdom you wish to impart?

Well, for one thing, if it's any good it's going to last more than a few seconds. Your orgasm might be quick—or it might not—but you're not going to have one if you don't take a bit of time with the thing. And orgasm isn't the be all and end all of sex, you know. I mean, it's good. It's very good. But if you just...

There are a lot of different ways to consider yourself satisfied.

( a little exhale. )

Do you have any questions?

To be perfectly honest I didn't have any questions when you started this.

❰ which — okay, just because she's embarrassed and, in gwenaëlle's own words, humiliated, that doesn't mean this wasn't all good advice and helpful for adalia to know. she's still not about to admit that right at this moment. ❱

Thank you. I will keep this in mind in the future.

You're welcome.

𝒊𝒏𝒃𝒐𝒙.

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